It has been four weeks since I gave birth to Emma in our bathroom. Sometimes I still wonder if it actually happened. It feels like a dream. On May 17th in the evening, I had the urge to text my girlfriends who attended my Blessing Way about a month earlier and thank them for their ongoing support on my journey into motherhood. I said, tomorrow is Emma's due date. Let's see when she decides to come. That night, my water broke. My husband and I were watching a TV show when